“I am having the best time with all the wrong people. No, let’s be honest. I am covering up all my loneliness with the people. No- let’s be honest. I am making myself lonelier with all of the people.”

It’s so nice to have feelings for someone I’m not bonded to through trauma!!!!

I forgot how weird it feels to actually have a crush on someone I’ve been dumb excited and nervous for this second date tonight for the last twelve hours already